!!The Ugly Nights!!

the nights has started becoming longer,

and my eyes has stopped getting sore ..

my mind is racing with clock ticking,

& i'm wide awake without any meaning..

i wanna sleep, i wanna snore but i'm failing,

my heart is tired of inadequate quenching..

i want to crawl but the time is flying,

the more i'm trying the more its tumbling..

my every step makes me feel i'm drowning,

i know i'm lost alone but i am still walking..

life feels like a drawn but a colorless painting,

am i prey because these ugly nights are hunting..

An Absolute Dream...

And I was waiting eagerly for her to come up.

my eyes were flickering to every way she could come.

then she entered muddled in search of me,

I tried hiding being insight of her.

after moments of rush she walked up to me,

and I was struck by lightning of her personality.

I propounded my hand to hold her calmly,

it was feeling of blues turning into red.

every moment she talked, laughed & looked at me,

my heart skipped beats with her expressions.

I pulled her and grabbed into my arms tightly,

and she became the whole world for me.

suddenly the tickling of the clock made me sad,

she had to go & there was no 'good' in that bye.

I grasped her again and kissed her on forehead,

whispered in her ears, "will wait to see you again"

promptly I trembled with a touch on my shoulder,

she was there trying waking me up from my dream.

I smiled, she smiled back and asked 'what'?

I said, dreams can never be so beautiful as you are.

I Wish

She is lost she is hurt,
She never wanted let me know it.

The moment I saw in her eyes, 
Her loneliness owned me like a blackhole.

She remains like a mannequin,
but her own heartbeat cheats her quietly.

She is malaise like a wave of sea,

and I am afraid from the touch of it.

I wish to see her smiling again,
To walk out with me in this winter.

I take a step into her silence,
and she wakes up with absolute grace.

Glimpse of her beautiful face,
Defeats the shine of sunset.

Glitter of her precious smile,
Steals the darkness of my life.

and the colour of wind in her hair,
Gives me the feel of magic around her.

The pureness of her soul,
Attracts me like rhythm of music.

May god never stop playing it, may she never wakes up 
May I never open my eyes, may I never leave her hand.

Yeh mEri kahaani !!

har waqt har lamha kahin uljha sa rehta hoon,

Puchta hai Jab koi toh kuch naa keh paata hoon..

bheed me tanahai me khudko tanha sa pata hoon,

Khudko khudse hi juda kar dena chahta hoon..

saans leta hoon par usse mehsus nahi kar pata hoon,

Iss ghutan se kahin door bhaag jana chahta hoon...

naa umeed nazar aati hai naa wajah samaj paata hoon,

Dil hi rota hai mera khud naa me ashq baha paata hoon...

naakhush hoon khud se yeh baat ache se jaanta hoon,

Par zaahir me isse kahin naa kar paata hoon...

Shayad yeh kahani hai meri kismat nah,

isliye toh khud ko har subah zinda paata hoon...

Life meri yeh office ke naam..........

So kar jaag kar aur phir soch kar,
Life meri yeh Office ke naam!!

Aa kar ruk kar aur phir jaa kar,
Life meri yeh Office ke naam!!

Kha kar pi kar aur phir ji kar,                         Life meri yeh Office ke naam!!

kaamkar kar salary lekar aur phir kharchkar kar,
Life meri yeh Office ke naam!!

Shurwatkar kar khatamkar kar aur phir shuru kar,
Life meri yeh Office ke naam!!....

Mohabbat !!

Gum ke musafiron ko hansi ka sathi banaya nahi karte,

karke kisi apne ko begana phir se apnaya nahi karte...

Suna hai mila karte hai dil pyar me juda hue nahi karte,

mohabbat ka afsana likhne waale kabhi mara nahi karte...

Karke mohabbat kisi se phir kaafir bana nahi karte,

mile jo zakham kisi se toh woh kabhi bhara nahi karte...

Karte hai log ektarfa ishq bhi par kisi se gila nahi karte,

dil ke zazbaton ko dil me dabakar rakha nahi karte...

Ho jaati hai mohabbat khdud -b-khud kia nahi karte,

aankhon se karke nasha ashq bahaya nahi karte...

Kia karte hai mohabbat dil-o-jahan se karne waale,

pyar ka yeh kissa har kisiko sunaya nahi karte...!!

Kar li mohabbat  tumse ab aur kisi se kar nahi sakte .....

One Feel One love !!

Uski ek alag si dunia me shayad mera kahin naam nahi,

kehti woh mujse ek baat har baar ishq kerna mera kaam nahi..

Kaise samjhaun usse ibadaat hai ishq koi kaam nahi,

fana hai uski mohabbat me dil mera ye nadaan nahi..

Ghumta phirta hun uske liye par me koi gumraah nahi,paa lunga me usse woh bh iss baat se anjaan nahi..

Chupane ki kosish karti hai par chupa woh paati nahi,ho gaya ishq usse bhi yeh woh batana chahti nahi..

Khush hu issi ahsaas se kyuki yeh bhi toh uski haan se kam nahi, hai woh meri ab iss jahan me kisi parwaah nahi..

Mil gaya woh chaht thi jiski mujhe kisi aur baat ka ab gum nahi,

chala me sang jeene uske kyuki ishq se acha kuch aur mila nahi...!!