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Jee raha hoon ya phir jeene ka dhong kiye jaa raha hun,

Samajhna nahi chahta ya samaj hi nahi paa raha hun.

Marta nahi kyuki shayad me mohabbat kiye jaa raha hun,

kia tha ishq par lagta hai jaise koi gunaah kiye jaa raha hun.

Baith kar tanha uski yaadon me waqt zindagi ka kam kiye jaa raha hun,
'Woh' kehti hai ki me uska nahi kahkar duriyaan badhye jaa raha hun.

Naa jaane raah par khade hokar kis mod ka intezaar kiye jaa raha hun, 
Paunchunga me kahin ya bas khud ko gumraah kiye jaa raha hun..

Samaj nahi paa raha jee raha hu ya jeene ka dhong kiye jaa raha hun ....!!